I have been gone from the States for six weeks so far plus already got some poor news that my aunt is dying.
- This is what bothers me about living overseas, that I don’t get to be around family more often as they get older plus pass on.
My Mom went two years ago plus I am sure there will be more coming soon, or leaving soon I should say. But I am here overseas to pursue my dreams in tunes, but my dreams are costing me my family. I have a lot of friends back home, including Heating plus A/C tech coworkers plus heating specialists from when I was working in the Heating plus A/C field over there. It is kind of a mental tug of war I am going through because I definitely want to be here to advance my tunesal career however I definitely want to be there to see my family plus friends more often… I could move back plus become a local company again doing Heating plus A/C service calls, however I feel like I would be distraught knowing that I threw my dreams away! What would you do? It isn’t easy to keep going back plus forth to visit often as it costs a lot of currency plus is a crucial long flight back. The air conditioning in the plane is usually too cold plus I end up getting sick for a week or two. I feel I have to live my life, but the day momma passes away while I am here will be one of the darkest afternoons of my life.