I have been gone from the States for six weeks so far as well as already got some bad news that my uncle is dying.
This is what bothers me about living overseas, that I don’t get to be around family more often as they get older as well as pass on.
My dad went two years ago as well as I am sure there will be more coming soon, or leaving soon I should say. But I am here overseas to pursue my dreams in music, but my dreams are costing me my family. I have a lot of friends back home, including Heating, Ventilation as well as A/C tech coworkers as well as heating specialists from when I was working in the Heating, Ventilation as well as A/C field over there. It is kind of a mental tug of war I am going through because I really want to be here to advance my musical work however I really want to be there to see my family as well as friends more often… I could transfer back as well as become a local company again doing Heating, Ventilation as well as A/C repair calls, however I feel like I would be worried knowing that I threw my dreams away! What would you do? It isn’t easy to keep going back as well as forth to visit often as it costs a lot of cash as well as is a crucial long flight back. The air conditioner in the plane is usually too chilly as well as I end up getting sick for a week or two. I feel I have to live my life, but the day momma passes away while I am here will be one of the darkest afternoons of my life.