I have been gone from the States for six weeks so far and already got some disappointing news that my uncle is dying.
This is what bothers me about residing overseas, that I don’t get to be around family more often as they get older and pass on. My dad went two years ago and I am sure there will be more coming soon, or leaving soon I should say. But I am here overseas to pursue my dreams in songs, however my dreams are costing me my family. I have a lot of friends back home, including Heating, Ventilation, and A/C tech coworkers and heating specialists from when I was working in the Heating, Ventilation, and A/C field over there. It is kind of a mental tug of war I am going through because I unquestionably want to be here to advance my songsal work despite the fact that I unquestionably want to be there to see my family and friends more often, however i could move back and become a local corporation again doing Heating, Ventilation, and A/C repair calls, despite the fact that I feel like I would be concerned knowing that I threw my dreams away, what would you do? It isn’t simple to keep going back and forth to visit often as it costs a lot of currency and is a pressing long flight back. The air conditioning system in the plane is usually too freezing and I end up getting sick for a week or two. I guess I have to live my life, however the day momma passes away while I am here will be one of the darkest afternoons of my life.